Relationship Advice

I don’t know what to do.I feel like I have to be at 2 places at once and I can’t be.I just don’t know what to do and I am in a big mess.Something happened in college exactly what I was afraid that would happen.I don’t feel comfortable saying what it is though.I have been feeling a little better since then.I want to say but i don’t want to let my secret out.Only my family knows what it is and a couple of my sisters friends like to.I didn’t even want to tell anyone but I did.I feel so guilty because I love the love of my life so much and I can’t see myself giving him up.I guess that i will say what it is .I like someone in one of my classes at the college I still love the love of my life very much.Things have been weird since I have started to like the boy in my class.I have been seeing the love of my life more especially when I really start thinking about this other boy.I am confused right now.The boy that I was talking about is graduating next month.I want to talk to him but ! I am afraid to.I don’t know wh at to say to him and I don’t want him to find out that I like him either.

You sound like you’re about twelve years old. You are certainly not mature enough for a serious committed relationship so why not date as many guys as you like? As for how to talk to this guy, why not ask him something about an assignment or an exam? "Did you get the notes from yesterday’s class?" "What did you think of that exam?" "Have you started writing the essay yet?" "What do you think of the instructor?"